~~~~~~start from the bottom!!!!! ~~~~~~My Frind and I share a convo.......his sweet advise

dollface1821:true, i think i have had real fun in the last two months if that counts lol

dollface1821:even when its about me

dollface1821:like i never say how i feel im always laughin and happy but when something bothers i let it go and i feel like i cant or dont wanna say something ...

my friend:just don't hold yourself back, have fun

dollface1821:yea me too

my friend:good question, I think I'm broken when it comes to that

dollface1821:wat do i do?

dollface1821:yea just like dat

my friend:its hard to know if there really your friends or not because they're new and hard to read, something like that?

my friend:lol I know the feeling, it sux

dollface1821:i hate the feeling of not knowin what ppl r thinking as stupid as it sounds but i used to be rlly good @ readin ppl

dollface1821:here from blank to blank and im 20 and i feel like this group of kids ive been chillin with are; idk

my friend:where did u move to?

my friend:its hard for me to make new friends now because of that. its like I don't even care, but really I do, idk its complicated

dollface1821:can be nice

dollface1821:yeah but a new place is nice im just so worried about everything

my friend:I always moved around when I was little, I hated it, id start a new school make friends then move again and lose them

dollface1821:yea i do all the time but i dont want that to become a problem u kno?

my friend:that depends on how u feel about them I guess

my friend:most people do only care about themselves, its hard for me to let people in, I keep my guard up lol

dollface1821:but how long does it take to rlly get to kno some1 or a group of ppl? lol

dollface1821:idk i guess wheni moved here everything and every1 is new mb thats a lil scary

dollface1821:tru but like i hate to think that ppl are out to get me or to be there joke or that they just care bout themsleves

my friend:idk I feel the same way, everyone around me just uses people, it sux. then they wonder why I don't care lol 

 my friend:the only person you can trust really is yourself, as long as you can do that you'll be connected

dollface1821:and weird that it doesnt bother me lol

dollface1821:i feel like i have stopped trusting ppl all the way and its a horrible feeling but i just dont care bc there's nothing i can do and then that makes me feel disconnected lol

my friend:go ahead

dollface1821:random coment you ready?

~Attack_of_the_corn~

I dreamed my arm was cut open. You could see down to the bone, and when I looked in it. Ears of corn were growing in it! When I went to touch it, it started sowing itself back together and I couldn't look away and I saw to two needles and either end. Just sowing away. It hurt so bad when I woke up from my dream I recalled every horrifying image and even checked my arm for the cut or a scar. But not to worry I seem to be corn                                                    free.                                            

              I still can't look at corn the same:(

Knock_knock

I'm getting a package!!!

the REAL UPS GUY!!!! my folks are too funny!!!

What Dark Creates-Scars are all thats left....

a new favorite "warning" screamo!

welcome to the doll house of (tatts)

it all started with a friend on a networking site and now i'm hooked~
this is a new kinda of addiction that you live vicariously through until one day when you find the balls...

this is what the kids call, "sick". The parents call, "painful". I'm in love with them.

 

this is my favorite!

talk about imaginative.

((((i truly see a picture with a nail and wall and everything. It is beautiful!))))

who said that tribal was underrated? Its the original, a thought to   

 turn something simple into pure attention.

 speaking of attention. (LOL)

wow!

I

think

we

have

a

winner! 

this is really cool because it puts a ''whole'' new spin on the Hawaiian ''pin-up'' girl! 

 "In the eyes of the beholder...forever until death do them part."

one name:the flamer!
no 4x4 and no brakes! lol just a little reckless.....

this was last Saturday April 30th

easter weekend

.......zombie Jesus.......cheers!


no i know better:) lol but seriously it was a LOT of fun kinda sad without my folks but finally a family worth celebrating. They all laughed and played. Played pool, basketball, jump on the trampoline and laughed about the good times. well i wouldn't know lol but they let me in and I soon will have my own memories. It was special. Two grandmas and aunts and uncles. cousins galore! The food was insane, my favorite was definitely the cheesecake, "ummmmm"....  and that was "one" of the dinners...lol...freaking we had a dinner Friday and Saturday AND a Easter movie, it was AWESOME!!!

                              so Easter night James and I and his family went to the movies, and saw (hop). we had pop corn and candy and pizza @ the movies. "delightful nite"

freaking...Saturday lol i was kinda nervous eating dinner for the the first time with James' family it was sooooo much fun. we laughed and ate my favorite, hahah CHEESECAKE but you didn't see that one coming lol 
hahaha but anyways yep, and lasagna is my second favorute. I hated what i wore but it really didnt matter, I felt so comfortable. James' grandma was joking with me and I yelled "helpppp" lol and Mrs. Jeffery was like "wow" that the first time I've heard her southern accent. lol' and James sister Jessica was like " she says things like that all the time" and I was like " no, do i really?" and I really started wondering lol everyone I've ran into has quoted, "it's cute, lol" but anyways that dinner was fun and than James and a cuz and me got the truck stuck after dinner in the mud, lol it was funny....